Payback or Let it slide?
Sitting up wondering if I should collect what is mine. Two years ago, with the passing of my Uncle came, money, local fame, and tailored to fit friends. I was living the high life, anything I wanted I could have. As fast as it all came, it all was gone the next day. Within that timeframe I had gone through $200,000. All of which was invested in failed projects and fallen friends. I created a entertainment company, made new friends, bought love. As I sit here 2 years later and see all of them friends I loaned money out to and helped create opportunities, I feel the burn that happens to good people. For some time I hide and acted like it didn’t hurt but now that suffering of pain is taking its toll. When I started my gain, I had no friends or anyone helping me out. I felt I need to help out whoever came and asked. I started my demise with two of my cousins and I starting a bond that lasted a while before my head grow out it shell. I tore up our relationship, with the cocky mentality I sold everyone. I ended up making 2 new friends who I regret ever meeting. One name is Tyme and the other Kevin we call K.T. Both of these guys smile in my face and played the friend card. Week after week I bought bottles at clubs, loaned money for clothes, and spend money for anything we wanted to do. I ended up deciding on starting a Entertainment company in my local town of Youngstown Ohio back in 2008. I had success, well lots of success. I even had a body gaurd Dean. Biggest Mistake of my Life. Now I am gonna go more into this later in my blog!!!!!!! In the middle of all of these friends I decided to pick up and gambling problem!! More later in this blog.
Long story short I loaned everyone of these friends money and treated them all like they were my family. I’m talking about taking them to Lil Wayne Concerts Front Row seats, threw parties (bought bottles), trips to Vegas on me, loaned out my cars, etc. I loaned everyone money in the digits off over $3000 each.
But I feel its still not enough. I gave so much to these guys, but I get nothing in return. I hear about them talking behind my back about why this nigga this and why this nigga that, but I still have not heard one justifiable reson I should not expect my money back. Kt for example, owes me $5000, not once has this person given me a dime. I was stuck in Vegas due to a hold on my debit card and he couldnt even send $100 bucks but he can buy drinks at the bar every week. Tyme thats another mess of a person, he owes me $3500 but he never answers when you call and feels he shouldn’t have to pay back a dime.
Most of you guys are reading this like WTF I would kill someone, but I don’t roll like that, I am one with god. I feel god will make this right. As the title of this page says Payback or let it slide, I’m looking for some insight on what you guys would do.
At the end of the day I will do whatever I want to do, but never know I may be influence to do the best thing for my PayBack. I would not even have a problem if these people I looked out for would just say, here’s this were even, but I don’t even get the courtesy of that. There is alot more to reveal this is just the start!! Many you can relate to this.
